What The End of College Really Feels Like

So, it's 2017, and I haven't blogged in quite some time. I wish I could say it's because I've been too busy, but really it's been more about my brain exploding over and over again. I'm two months away from holding my Bachelors diploma. People keep asking me if I'm excited, If I'm ready, If I'm... NOPE. I am nineteen, treading water in the adult deep end. Eventually, my legs will give out, and eventually, I will drown in debt, insecurities, responsibilities, and empty bank accounts. My adult…